i have been saying lots of cuss words in my head.
which then leads me to thinking about the fact that i need to be more student.
out.

i got up at 11:50 am and took a nap from 7:30-9:30pm.
wow. um, not much is up. i have some school stuff to do.

i think i have music for about four songs and about half the lyrics.

fun fun fun till daddy takes the t-bird away.

erased the poetry tonight.

yesterday i ran in puddles/rain with my friend and went dancing with friends.
today i ate pizza,lentils and apple cider, picked apples, raced wagons on the quad, and played games in a church basement.
I have work to do tomorrow.

g'night.

stop being a nay sayer worry-wort, i said to myself.

XO

think of one thing and remember it,
think of one thing and remember it,
it'll be the last time you see it,
the last time,
as you were.
i can't promise you, but take it as one.

i want to create.
i got a test that i wanted to put on the fridge today.
go me.
'a problem forgotten is a problem solved' - snailhouse

come and gone.
all i hear is radiation.
all i fear is penetration.
i want to be alone, no one to distrust, no one to love except myself.
i still scream when i am lonely, my cure for the empty.
and i am happy with this cavity.

go to dream, go to feel well.
awake to flames, awake to hell.

frigidiness is an insulation, however oxymoronic.
these thoughts are not morose.
i am trying to remain pure, respect my request.
carrying shovel i leave this the way i entered.

go to dream, go to feel well.
awake to flames, awake to hell
go to dream, go to feel well.
awake to flames, awake to hell

return to sender, non-apologetic.
i have been cleansed,
purged for their well being,
my seething thoughts have ceased,
a haunting peace now resides.

go to dream, go to feel well.
awake,
awake,

awake i remain.

practice makes perfect.

nutrition is often forgot.