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VOICE

Sound memory. Just great.
the voice of Onur. Onur was kind enough to send me a tape of him talking to me whilst i was in spain about 5 years ago, here are some excerpts: Kind long i know.

Part 1: intro

Onur begins his taped communication to MJ c. 13 March 2002

Part 2: Still A DJ

Onur likes the Cure

Part 3: Let's talk about the Cure and Todd and snicker to ourselves

Onur talks about the Cure and doing it

Part 4: Harmonica Boogey

Holla! Who Likes John Souza!

Part 5: Hey Mister DJ

Still a DJ with MJ

Part 6: DJ cont.

DJ ONUR

Part 7: Sounds like the D*ck in the box song?

In a BOX?

Part8: Onur begins to slip

Slip Slip .... Dip and take a dive

Part9: into the rabbit hole

the downard sprial

Part10: ?

Something

Part 11: the value of his words

Black Mail

Part 12: Brushing my teeth ....again. Enter Farsh, speak about happy sounds

Yeah I ran with bulls ... Michael Jordan, etc.

Part 13: deficating due to boredom

i am so bored

Part 14: Onur comes full circle

maybe i overreacted

Part 15: Beatbox goodbye

BOOM bit BOOM

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voice

we record images all the time. but how about voice? visual versus aural reminders of the past.

All I wanna do...

I just want to eat pizza.

Stop making that face!

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future

As a great poet once said "the future is war!"
A war on what?

My war as of late is that of the necessity of having something to do: a job. Can I find one, do I want one, do I get one and then go to school, do I go to another country, do I buy a boat, etc?

What I want is to not "have to" do anything? There is a lot of pressure with that, you dig.

My acceptance average is 67%

So I didn’t get in to davis. Which means no PhD program next year or maybe ever? Not that I knew what I wanted to do, which is something that should have been in my quiver before I aimed at this program. Sure I wasn’t necessarily “ready”, but who likes to be rejected? I may have set myself up to fail, applying to the number one department in the country, it makes one feel better that many others got rejected too. It just sounded like it could have been such an adventure, not that I’d place all or very many of my apples in this basket, I remained wholly pessimistic throughout. I can have adventure elsewhere too, but with a PhD I could have been that dude that everyone thinks is the commander.

I’d like to abstract everything and say that it is all guesswork and then certain goals and such can feel less important. More than goals it’s a time frame, in science a “time horizon,” in which to complete said goals. It’s very easy to become enveloped into the mindset of I need to do this, this, this and this by then, in that order. Otherwise sometimes I feel like I am just waiting – like the present it just the intermediary to it, it being the time and place when I don’t feel like I am waiting but I am doing.

So now what: worker, parasite, party, other?

1990

Butter flies are radical
First it' a small caterpillar God made.
It's kind of like a spider becase (sic) it makes a web so it doesn't fall in it's food. Then it makes a cocoon and for a few days cocoon is a goldish color. Days later it finally is a beautiful butter flie.

Butter flies are narly.

snow: a sled's rosetta stone

Finally, I get to wear my boots and gloves and put them to real use: sledding. It was fun, even though I can somtimes flinch at danger/fun a.k.a. a tiny 'jump.'