Sunday, December 29, 2002

merry ho ho . etc etc.
I am tired always, getting mad at the sun. Things are different now I am not the same man I was. I am reveling in the concept of not having to do anything. hopefully I don't waste this time and make it the most decadent it can be. When I look backwards I always come to the forwards making a circle.

Tuesday, December 17, 2002

the shades go down
rahr me tired.
test tomorrow.
test today, test yesterday. i am not complaining, my brains aworken.

nothing much to report. have you hugged yourself today? or given a hug? you should.

Sunday, December 15, 2002

pry apart.

my mind is filled with the future, but I am living in the now.

Thursday, December 12, 2002

tired. i am tired.
I come home soon a little more than a week, to sit, to sit, to read.
live and learn.

If anyone reads this that I know, could someone tell me how I have changed since high school. I am feeling very static in this dynamic world.

peace be with you.

Wednesday, December 11, 2002

today i sat in a corner and just listened.

Monday, December 09, 2002

i suppose that carries some baggage. maybe to be addressed later.

I have a receeding hairline.
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Friday, December 06, 2002

hey! by the way,
stop and look forward.
No more glitter in their eyes,
absolved of any disguise.

here we are: ready.
able to lunge into the challenge.
we might have solemn looks,
but that all fades with anger.

wrote too many letters to send,
it is always done like this it seems,
feelings sheltered and truth subsides,
and all we felt was green.

Thursday, December 05, 2002

i have recessive alleles for the following:
-attached earlobes
-blue eyes
-ability to taste PTC
-unable to curl my tongue

did you read what I wrote? recessive.

Wednesday, December 04, 2002

my, how time evaporates.
It was as if I just started school and now its about over (semester). Signed the lease today we live here again next year. I have stuff to do. Christmas is soon upon us.

Sunday, December 01, 2002

a quick summary of the past week, i did basically nothing, squandered my time and watched entirely too much television. this equates to me having a lot of friggin work this next weeks. i did jack, i saw my friends only a little. saw my family and ate like crap. i suppose this refelction could sound macabre but its not, its just a marker, a reminder of what not to do all the time. it was kind of like the deadly sin of sloth, but then again the 7 deadly sins are not in the bible but are rather just a concoction of the church. i also didnt brush my teeth for a while: bad. went to the dentist: good. I am going to watch tv now and go to bed: seriously.