until then

applesauce.
things lost.
energy concentrated into black.
take it back.
listless and heavy.
running on *e.
lost and searching.
pain, the past both lurking.
i hope.
we hope.
words don't work when our minds are broke.
show me how it hurts.
i will absorb and reflect.
this trainwreck.
curse. curse.
making amends.
translucent gray,
pretend, believe it'll be ok.
I always want the end to be the same.
pray or don't.
dream i don't.