so right now i feel bad, because my friends and I had a plan to go to the WI dells and have a good time, but like mice and men, the best laid plans often go ary. so i don't know what happened, i lost the spunk that i had to go on this adventure. i don't feel bad because it is my fault, i have been told its not my fault, but rather, because i feel for my friends' feelings and how this was going to be an adventure away, away from ties that bind and to see stuff not seen, so in that respect it sucks. and I, the ass, feel. maybe i shouldn't but i do, i do feel bad-ish. i don't really know what else to say.