i went to wisconsin and there were many wonderul smells, mostly released from plants being cutdown. they were glorious. saw grandpa, he is doing well for an 83 year old with emphysema(sp). Then i thought, not a new thought, everyone i know and don't know, will one day die. this is not necessarily an emotional thing. but i was speaking with Jeff about the fact the he has never had anyone close to him die and this truth to an extent makes him feel like less of a person, not experiencing this situation. i was like i guess, but on this idea, we are all less of person because we can not possibly expereince everything. this why we rely on each other to relate certain things, in order to advance ourselves as much as we can, to reach a destination.