my prayers are almost always bonded with newly made wants of worry. and with this, afterwards, i think that maybe this is not cool. that if i am going to have these prayers, or rather say these prayers, which are actually tacit, well at least non-verbal to other non-telepathics, that i should do outside of times, situations, etc where they are not a want. usually they are for safety, for someone other than myself. like now, which soon, or most likely soon, i will we think, boy, was that unfounded or what?