sometimes things from the past surface, which i guess is a given. or sometimes maybe you fuel that situation. but then what. you want part of it but not all of it, or maybe just that part that one time and then what. it is nice outside right now and i just got out of bed. so right now i am dealing with my past in the future. Tambien, hoy hablé con mi amigo en Espana, ! que guay! also, i have made a resolve not to be such an ass, i'll see how this goes.